TO THOSE WE LOVE SO MUCH
Mon DEC 29/08
The human heart dares not stay away too long from that which hurt it the most . There is a return journey to anguish that few of us are released from making." - Lilian Smith
Until I was finally able to make those return journeys and sit with the anguish I was crippled by them . They colored my days with shades of grey , stole my joy and turned living into something to be endured .
I could not accept I would be abandoned for life , my parents would open their door and hearts . Another love would come my way for I was too young to know of the power of soulmates . A treatment would be found for Terry and total remission achieved .
In other meditations I have told the stories of my journey back to that which hurt far to much for me to bear . Had I not , none of you would have met me , I would have gone further North instead walking the final path with my child , I would not be an artist nor would I even like myself .
Until I was finally able to make those return journeys and sit with the anguish I was crippled by them . They colored my days with shades of grey , stole my joy and turned living into something to be endured .
I could not accept I would be abandoned for life , my parents would open their door and hearts . Another love would come my way for I was too young to know of the power of soulmates . A treatment would be found for Terry and total remission achieved .
In other meditations I have told the stories of my journey back to that which hurt far to much for me to bear . Had I not , none of you would have met me , I would have gone further North instead walking the final path with my child , I would not be an artist nor would I even like myself .
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Comment by Sue Roberts on December 30, 2008 at 12:04am
- Well this story has a Happy ending & you are hear so stay & paint a happyer picture OK Mary God Bless Sue
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Comment by sazi on December 29, 2008 at 6:32pm - its beautiful,your painting touched my heart.
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